its 3.31 am...

teman2 lepak kat sini....syakir xde dlm gmbr

i just balik from lepak with my fren playing monopoly and having pizza in soraya"s kitchen just a few minutes ago..
best lak rasanya having fun there
coz xyah out to town n worried for the bus to come home especially balik kol 3 pagi mcm ni

pagi ni i rasa rindu sgt with my best frend eva
mlm td i xleh nk ym ngan dia coz i have to cook
i xnk berenggang ngan dia pun coz i really love him
i miss him so much n wish he can come here soon for me

balik2 jer i buka tagged coz got new messages
i baru dapat tahu that one of my frend accident
thats why i cant contact him la for this 2 days
smpai hati gak xcakap langsung at me

berbalik with my best frend td, i really feel so far away with him
may b mmg jauh pun, coz i kat uk, dia lak kat lancaster....
teringin sgt nk dengar suara dia rite now
i xleh nk call coz my free international call dah hbs la
have to wait for next month to get another 200 minutes free call...

baru i sedar, sebenarnya i sgt jelous with others yg couple
becoz i feel lonely lak...no one to share anythg with
kan best if i am a guy, not gurl coz i xyah think so much about this
but its ok...ini lah ujian dr tuhan for me to focus on god's love first
biarpun i teringin sgt...
hehe, but no worries..baru a year that i become single....n my best fren help me a lot coz i penah janji with him,
i need to berjaya first...then baru thinking bout it
i noe i lemah so i buat deal with myself that i ikat myself with him...=> coz my best fren is a guy
may b mcm stupid jer,but thats the only good way that i can do coz i noe, i love him so much that i can keep my promises

but kdg2 i fikir, is ther anyone who like me
may b yeah, but may nope...
coz i'm a fat gurl n soo damn ugly...
but who cares....semua tu kat tgn tuhan
biarlah pe pun jadi i terima segalanya....
i ni mcm jahat gila kan bila mempersoalkn ciptaanNya...