Birthday Party??

Salam. happy eid adha to all u guys yang sanggup singgah kat my page....hehehe, i noe xde la ramai sangat kan

~ on the 6th dec, saturday, we're having a dinner in verdes resaurant to celebrate my upcoming 20th besday(11th dec) and also most important luqman's 19th birthday (3rd dec)....this is the first tym after a very long tyme i celebrate mine with frends..hehe, kesian....

~ so, we're having dinner in one of this italian restaurant at town....not so far from bella italia..thx to nadia n soraya for this lovely dinner

~ but the weird thg bout this party is the birthday boy x datang at his own party....giler tu!!!!
kita orang pyer la risau bout him coz we've try to call him since at 8.5o am like that, masa tu kita org ngah dlm bus nk g town....n then we met syazwan but not luq..where is he????

~ everyone try to call him...try n try but the only one who answer it is his gf ++operater daaa...++ until we're having dinner pun masih try to contact him but still the same way....dia dah pun dikhabarkan bout this n bukan dia xtahu every weekends mesti akan ada one day that all of this 1st year akan hang out together...aiyak luq

~ but the party still one...got hadiah from the gurls n boys...nk tahu apa?? hehe, i'm not really good in taking pic but still learning

boys: 2 helai selendang yang really nice....good taste! hahaha.... and a very good choice of hadiah la, especially from guy..

gurls: eau detoilllete, i hentam je ni..hahaha ++perfume++ and a set of coin bag, watch and key charm...if i'm not mistake coz this stuff still in the box...but the best part is the watch....memang cun giler la with my hand yg besar, nsb baik...sbb i always got problem when buying watch...plus the perfume thg is my fav. thxxx nad n soraya!!

~ choc cake is yummy, n thx again to this gurls...but quite unhappy coz luq doesnt come coz we suppose to celebrate his belated burfday too...

~ lancaster tradition: I HAVE TO SING MY OWN BURFDAY SONG!!!! huhuhu...ada gak mcm tu...but its ok

++ for whole nite i'm really happy and sangat menghargai with everythg yg dorang buat for me...hehe, tym tu i really sad n miss my family and z, but can be reduce dengan adanya mereka...thx a lot! u guys are rock!! ++

^^ welcome to 20th world and bubye to 19th memory...hope there will be alot of adventure for me and perhaps can change my attitude plus appearance to be more matured...muahx!!

~ Luahan Hati ~

p/s: maaf kalau ada yang xsuka dengan benda yang aku tulis

~ hari ni aku rasa sangat sedih...aku tak tahu, hampir setahun dah aku menaruh perasaan pada dirinya, tapi boleh dikatakan sampai sekarang aku xleh nk buang perasaan ni even aku dah cuba sebab aku tahu aku xkan dapat menjadi sebahagian dari hidup nya..

~ sekarang ni aku mengaku hati aku ni terasa sedikit amarah cemburu pada dirinya..tapi aku tahu aku perlu mengawal rasa cemburu ini. biarpun dia akan sering tekankan perkataan KAWAN sekiranya keluar dengan seseorang, masih terselit di hati aku tekanan akibat cemburu.aku teringin bersama nya sebab bagi aku,aku sentiasa gembira bila di sisinya kerana hanya dia mampu membuat aku menangis tapi tersenyum kembali biarpun hanya sedikit pujukan yang diberi.demi tuhan, aku rasa bersalah sangat mencintai teman baikku sebegini kerana aku tahu aku tidak sepatut nya sebegini.~ya Allah, kau kuatkan hatiku demi mencapai cintamu ya Allah...sesungguhnya aku amat menghargai persahabatan antara aku dan dia~

~ kenapa aku cemburu? sebentar tadi dia memberitahu aku yang malam ni dia tido di rumah kawannya. ada sesuatu yang membuat hati ini perit rasa.aku cemburu dengan rakan2 nya yang mampu bersamanya setiap masa, sedangkan aku cuma berhubung melalui gelombang2 yang xmampu nak menghidupkan dan mewarnai perasaan yang ada.setiap kali bertemu dengannya, aku mengaku aku tak ingin dan tak sanggup berpisah.aku redha dengan keadaan ini kerana dia lah teman baikku yang paling kusayangi.

~ ku ingin diriku untuk jadi sempurna buat dirinya tapi banyak benda yang berbeza antara aku dan dia.aku cuma mapu doakan kegembiraannya kerana bila dia gembira, aku gembira cuma aku masih xmampu nak bayangkan bila dia mungkin bersama seorang perempuan lain selain dari aku.aku masih xdapat nak bayangkan macam mana keadaan aku bila suatu hari nanti dia akan berumah tangga.usianya sudah 26 tahun, aku sangat takut dengan masa yang berlalu..cuma aku harap aku dapat tabahkan hatiku dengan semua keadaan melibatkan dirinya kerana kebahagiaannya adalah kegembiraanku biarpun mungkin hati aku kecewa tapi aku tetap terima ketentuan yang maha esa.

~ buat zaqcaria mohd wasly, kau tetap menjadi teman hidupku dan tetap menjadi yang terbaik buat diriku, aku tetap sayang pada dirimu.terima kasih sahabat kerana engkau teman ketika aku berduka, ketika aku gembira..aku tahu kau akan berusaha buat aku gembira tika aku sedih barpun kau penah menyatakan bahawa kau xkan suka pada diriku.tapi aku sedar kau sangat menyanyangi diriku sebagai temanmu...hanya maut yang mampu memisahkan persahabatan kita.

aku inginkan kau bahagia
aku inginkan kau gembira
tiada yang lain yang setia
hanya persahabatan aku dan dia

Newton VS Einstein

~ korang mesti penah dengar tentang mamat dua org ni kan, kira dorang ni famous as mathematician and physicist la...kalau newton, mesti org ingat pasal buah epal dia tu ++ mamat ni perasan sikit..++ pastu bout einstein lak..dia ada formula yg jd nama album si mariah carey, E=mc^2 ++yang ni aku xpasti penyanyinyer...haha++


~ wokeh, semalam aku ngah siapkan presentation aku yang sepatutnya dihantar petang ni, hehe then aku terjumpa isu menarik pasal beliau yg bernama newton ini...korang semua mesti ingat dia bijak sangat2 kan sbb temui fakta berkenaan graviti...tp korang xtahu ke, sbenarnya ada somethg yang buat newton sedih sangat...++pasal ni kot dia dok jatuh sakit++


newton dikatakan xdapat nk jelaskan tentang graviti dan force that exerted by the gravity, hmmm kalau korang berminat nak tahu pasal beliau2 ni, sila lah tgk video ni...ak sekadar kongsi ilmu yang menarik yang aku dapat masa aku ngah rajin semalam

~ citer pasal semalam, xde pe yang menarik pun..macam biasa aku akan tido lepas maghrib atau isyak, lgpun minggu ni ak penat la...pastu bila bgn, aku 'selesa'kan diri ak dulu..hehe malam tu aku cuma bersemangat nak siapkan kerja ni...letih gak sbb tajuk ni universal sangat ++tajuk presentation aku the newton's law of universal gravitational..so,universal sgt lak tajuk ni++

~yang buat aku risau ni, aku ada 5 minute jer nk present every single thing,but i got 10 slides, tu xtermasuk lagi bila ak kena speaking london lak...ops, lancashire la..haha sini accent dia mcm pelik sikit..ape2 pun, korang doakan la aku berjaya meng'gempak'kan mat salleh2 dlm kelas aku and dapat good marks for it..++i'm the only asian, malaysian, muslim and wearing tudung in the class++

pe2 pun...silalah bantu sahabatmu...doakan ya! amin...

sekadar hiasan~

dua malam dah ak tido after isyak..nasib baik isyak pukul 5.56 petang..jadi aku punya kesempatan untuk lena buat sementara waktu...hehe

hari ini berlalu dengan penuh kesibukan berbanding hari2 lain...aku mula kelas dari pukul 9 am until 5 pm..straight jer besides break at 1 pm till 2 pm before i start my lecture back..but i skip the second session of the talk sbb dah maghrib dah n ak penat sangat...

tangan kanan mula menunjukkan keperitan, sukar untukku bekerja sekiranya tangan ini bermasalah..bagiku, aku menjadi kurang sempurna tanpa tangan kanan ku yang banyak berjasa..terasa kepenatannya dan sukar untuk ku untuk mengangkat barang sekiranya tangan mula sakit...

lol...aku kurang pandai bermadah dan menyusun ayat..hairan,mcm ner lah aku leh lulus karangan sedangkan aku punya masalh dengan bahasa malaysia...tp aku tetap bangga jadi malysian tau, cuma aku ni kureng sikit bab2 bahasa ni...td pun aku termistake tym bercakap dgn becca, gurl next door...

aku mula faham kenapa becca faham tntg agama aku, di samping ambik law...budak tu gak ambik religious studies..alhamdulillah, dia pun kenal agam lain selain agam dia...++ ni aku dpt tahu bila tgk buku hak milik becca sanders tym kt living room semlm ++ but she's cool babe..dia la minah mat salleh yg baik giler ngan aku... n she's the one in red++

ni masuk hari ketiga aku sakit tekak...perit gak rasenyer...n then,this mowning aku mula risau tntg diri aku...sbb masa aku bersin yg kuar tu bkn yg sepatutnya, tp kebanyakkannyer darah...bloody..aku harap aku sihat! i really wish that...

just now ak baru jer dpt pic2 masa ktaorg main monopoly weekend lepas..hehe, nk post tp ak ada masalah sikit ngan blog ni..ntah ler nper..n mlm ni ak ngah cari info untuk ak buat presentation...i decide to do newton's law of gravitation but i just wish i could find some more easy topics la coz i'm sick with all this presentation thingie ++ lake of confident++

just doakan ler eh that i get this done in a good way n get good marks for the presentations next week..i need to pass this module (communication skill) n hope i get my voice back before the day...

Love and Marriage

Love is holding hands in the street.
Marriage is holding arguments in the street.


Love is dinner for 2 in your favorite restaurant.
Marriage is a take home packet.


Love is cuddling on a sofa.
Marriage is one of them sleeping on a sofa.



Love is talking about having children.
Marriage is talking about getting away from children.


Love is going to bed early.
Marriage is going to sleep early.


Love is a romantic drive.
Marriage is arrive on tops curvy tarmac .


Love is losing your appetite.
Marriage is losing your figure.


Love is sweet nothing in the ear.
Marriage is sweet nothing in the bank.


Tv has no place in love.
Marriage is a fight for remote control.


Love is 1 drink and 2 straws.
Marriage is "Don't you think you've had enough!".



Conclusion: "Love is blind, Marriage is an eye opener!"

Management Stories

Story # 1It's a fine sunny day in the forest and a lion is sitting outside his cave, lying lazily in the sun. Along comes a fox, out on a walk.


Fox: "Do you know the time, because my watch is broken"Lion: "Oh, I can easily fix the watch for you"Fox: "Hmm... But it's a very complicated mechanism, and your big claws will only destroy it even more."Lion: "Oh no, give it to me, and it will be fixed"Fox: "That's ridiculous! Any fool knows that lazy lions with great claws cannot fix complicated watches"Lion: "Sure they do, give it to me and it will be fixed"


The lion disappears into his cave, and after a while he comes back with the watch which is running perfectly. The fox is impressed, and the lion continues to lie lazily in the sun, looking very pleased with himself.

Soon a wolf comes along and stops to watch the lazy lion in the sun.


Wolf: "Can I come and watch TV tonight with you, because mine is broken"Lion: "Oh, I can easily fix your TV for you"Wolf: "You don't expect me to believe such rubbish, do you? There is no way that a lazy lion with big claws can fix a complicated TV.Lion: "No problem. Do you want to try it?"



The lion goes into his cave, and after a while comes back with a perfectly fixed TV. The wolf goes away happily and amazed.


Scene : Inside the lion's cave. In one corner are half a dozen small and intelligent looking rabbits who are busily doing very complicated work with very detailed instruments. In the other corner lies a huge lion looking very pleased with himself.



Moral : IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY A MANAGER IS FAMOUS; LOOK AT THE WORK OF HIS SUBORDINATES.



Management Lesson in the context of the working world : IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY SOMEONE UNDESERVED IS PROMOTED; LOOK AT THE WORK OF HIS SUBORDINATES



Story # 2It's a fine sunny day in the forest and a rabbit is sitting outside his burrow, tippy-tapping on his typewriter. Along comes a fox, out for a walk.


Fox: "What are you working on?"Rabbit: "My thesis."Fox: "Hmm... What is it about?"Rabbit: "Oh, I'm writing about how rabbits eat foxes."Fox: "That's ridiculous ! Any fool knows that rabbits don't eat foxes!Rabbit: "Come with me and I'll show you!"


They both disappear into the rabbit's burrow. After few minutes, gnawing on a fox bone, the rabbit returns to his typewriter and resumes typing.

Soon a wolf comes along and stops to watch the hardworking rabbit.Wolf: "What's that you are writing?"Rabbit: "I'm doing a thesis on how rabbits eat wolves."Wolf: "you don't expect to get such rubbish published, do you?"Rabbit: "No problem. Do you want to see why?"


The rabbit and the wolf go into the burrow and again the rabbit returns by himself, after a few minutes, and goes back to typing.Finally a bear comes along and asks, "What are you doing?Rabbit: "I'm doing a thesis on how rabbits eat bears."Bear: "Well that's absurd !"Rabbit: "Come into my home and I'll show you"


Scene : As they enter the burrow, the rabbit introduces the bear to the lion.


Moral: IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW SILLY YOUR THESIS TOPIC IS; WHAT MATTERS IS WHOM YOU HAVE AS A SUPERVISOR.


Management Lesson in the context of the working world: IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW BAD YOUR PERFORMANCE IS; WHAT MATTERS IS WHETHER YOUR BOSS LIKES YOU OR NOT

Never Argue With Kids

My 4 year old son came screaming out of the bathroom to tell me he'd dropped his toothbrush in the toilet. So I fished it out and threw it in the garbage.

He stood there thinking for a moment, then ran to my bathroom and came out with my toothbrush.

He held it up and said with a charming little smile, "We better throw this one out too then, 'cause it fell in the toilet a few days ago.



On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother.

The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents."



A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room.When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover.

The little boy watched in amazement and then asked, "What's the matter, haven't you ever seen a little boy before?"



A little girl had just finished her first week of school. "I'm just wasting my time," she said to her mother."I can't read, I can't write and they won't let me talk!"




A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales.The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small.

The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human, it was physically impossible.The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him".



The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture." Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'that's Michael. He's a doctor.'"

A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher. She's dead."




A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter clearer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.""Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary positions the blood doesn't run into my feet?"A little fellow shouted, "Because your feet aren't empty."




The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray: "Take only ONE. God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, "Take all You want. God is watching the apples!"




A kindergarden teacher at age 30 was talking to the children seated on the floor around her, absentmindedly she removed her glasses to clean them.

"Wow, Miss Collins!" one child exclaimed. "You look really different without your glasses on !"Another child piped up, "I bet she looks different when she takes her teeth out, too!"

i wish..~

me and ema before fly...

i wish...itu jelah yg aku harapkn...

just now..my dearest frend ym me n i told her bout my blog..this is where i can write anything...

tp dia respond ckp dia sedih
ak xnk dia sedih pun...xsanggup ak tgk kwn ak sedih sbb ak...

"dear ema...
i'm sorry dear..i'm trying to be wat u hope me to be...i'm still trying..mungkin na kecewa bila na banyak bercakap tentang DIA, tp na cuma dapat luahkan semua ni melalui tulisan dan ini cara na untuk buat diri na xbersedih...na tahu,na kena jaga hati na,na kena dahulukan cinta padaNya dan pesuruhNya..

na ngaku dlm diam na mmg masih sgt sygkn dia..tp hanya diri na jer yg tahu, dan na mmg biarkan diri na mcm ni..i need him as a frend rite now coz i noe yg lain tu xpenting...na harap ema faham..

i'm trying to be stronger than i am..i trying hard to be someone that good enough for everyone....but i need to be myself, i just wanna be myself

na mungkin pnh ckp na ikat diri na pada DIA, tp bkn bermakna na ikat diri na mcm yg difikirkan, na berjanji pd dia,pada diri na yg na akan buat yg terbaik,xkn fikir bnda yg xsepatutnya buat masa beberape thn ni..."

ak amat pentingkan persahabatan...kerana persahabatan, aku rela lupakan cinta pada manusia...keran itu juga, aku ingin dapatkan cinta dari yang satu dahulu...

lumrah sebuah hati..

hati...
hmmm...bukan dah ke aku tulis tntang nyer
dan sekali lagi aku terjumpa perkara berkenaan dengan hati

bila nak mulakan pendahuluan ni...aku baru jer cuba nak menujuk kawan aku ni..dia ada problem dengan gf dia...tp ak mmg bukan seorang yg pandai nak bg nasihat tp aku boleh jadi pendengar yang setia...

bagi aku,setiap hati bebeza...btol x?? semua manusia punya ragam masing2..perangai masing2..biarpun dia tanya aku ape aku akan buat, ak xleh nak jawab sbb aku mungkin berpihak kepada perempuan sbb ak ni perempuan...cuma mungkin tindakan aku bebeza dari ape yg gf dia buat...

ragam seorang perempuan kadang2 menyusahkan juga..tp xsemua, kerana ada juga yang meragam,tapi akan fikir semula tindakan yang telah dia ambil...sekiranya dia betol,dia pasti inginkan penjelasan...

xsalah...tapi perempuan tu juga harus lah faham tentang situasi si lelaki ni...biarpun kata2 tu memang kadang2 susah nak kita percaya, tp kalau setakat nak marah sbb pakwe x dapat hadir ke majlis konvo tu coz urusan kerja...tu ak x pasti lak..sbb bagi aku, kalau majlis mcm ni yg paling penting yang harus hadir adalah family...si dia tu biarlah dikemudiankan

berjaya kita kerana Allah,
berjaya kita kerana Rasul,
berjaya kita kerana diri dan keluarga...
si dia tu mungkin boleh dijadikan alasan gak =>aku pun buat mcm ni..hehe
tapi kita dahulukan pe yang kita harus dahulukan...

orang cakap, bila hati dah mula sayang...persefahaman dan tolak ansur penting dalam sebuah perhubungan...janganlah hancurkan hanya dengan perkara yang mudah...

=> moral of the story...fikirlah! hati sendiri kan...

How smart is Your Right Foot?

Just try this. It is from an orthopedic surgeon..... ....... This will
boggle your mind and you will keep trying over and over again to see
if you can outsmart your foot, but, you can't. It's preprogrammed in
your brain!

1. While sitting where you are at your desk in front of your computer,
lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles.

2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right
Hand. Your foot will change direction.

I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I
both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to
try it again, if you've not already done so. Send it to your buddies to
frustrate them too

day after day...

this mowning..my frend said that it was snowing here in lancaster...damn, i still lying on my bed that tyme coz after lepak last nite, i wake up so late..but not so late la coz not even until end of zohor pun...

its 2.41 am rite now..n i cant sleep and i havent do anything with my physics even i have to hand in the work at 12 noon..ermm, today!
~got early mowning class tomorrow..at 9, how can i wake up that tyme...

just now i baru after ym with HIM..and i dunno, i felt nothing this mowning...i actually tension...i hope his mine but i still trying to control my feeling coz he's my best frend...but i really2 need to talk with someone and i need him...it just he cant understand me OR he dont want to understand me even he's my vey best frend...

i'll try to sleep coz i need to sleep and wake up with some energy tomorrow n try to finish the work within an hour and half coz thats the only tyme that i have...may be lepak at library or not...

nothing sso interesting happen today n havent post anything that interesting yet but i can write anything bout my daily life..BOOORING!!!

its 3.31 am...

teman2 lepak kat sini....syakir xde dlm gmbr

i just balik from lepak with my fren playing monopoly and having pizza in soraya"s kitchen just a few minutes ago..
best lak rasanya having fun there
coz xyah out to town n worried for the bus to come home especially balik kol 3 pagi mcm ni

pagi ni i rasa rindu sgt with my best frend eva
mlm td i xleh nk ym ngan dia coz i have to cook
i xnk berenggang ngan dia pun coz i really love him
i miss him so much n wish he can come here soon for me

balik2 jer i buka tagged coz got new messages
i baru dapat tahu that one of my frend accident
thats why i cant contact him la for this 2 days
smpai hati gak xcakap langsung at me

berbalik with my best frend td, i really feel so far away with him
may b mmg jauh pun, coz i kat uk, dia lak kat lancaster....
teringin sgt nk dengar suara dia rite now
i xleh nk call coz my free international call dah hbs la
have to wait for next month to get another 200 minutes free call...

baru i sedar, sebenarnya i sgt jelous with others yg couple
becoz i feel lonely lak...no one to share anythg with
kan best if i am a guy, not gurl coz i xyah think so much about this
but its ok...ini lah ujian dr tuhan for me to focus on god's love first
biarpun i teringin sgt...
hehe, but no worries..baru a year that i become single....n my best fren help me a lot coz i penah janji with him,
i need to berjaya first...then baru thinking bout it
i noe i lemah so i buat deal with myself that i ikat myself with him...=> coz my best fren is a guy
may b mcm stupid jer,but thats the only good way that i can do coz i noe, i love him so much that i can keep my promises

but kdg2 i fikir, is ther anyone who like me
may b yeah, but may nope...
coz i'm a fat gurl n soo damn ugly...
but who cares....semua tu kat tgn tuhan
biarlah pe pun jadi i terima segalanya....
i ni mcm jahat gila kan bila mempersoalkn ciptaanNya...

the newbies...

i'm still new..and i hope this can be a way that i can write anything coz people say blog is a diary that a lil bit diffrnt where u can share anythg in it to anyone...

me will trying to write it coz mcm best jak writing journal or diary since i love typing here and there...